medicine

eat the root. press your fingers. breath insense insensed.  calamity calm winds, sands and calamity still. the iris. trials tribal tribulations and lest you think you've solved it here the words, you hear these words: there is nothing clever about it. nor random. we couldn't be random if we tried. it is in our nature to be ordered. orderly. synchronicity: to order. taste yourself instead and find me in there somewhere accidentally permanently loved in there for goods sake. goddammit. badly written. conversing with itself. entrenched. entangled. untangling all the time. the asses of our time making jokes about nuns and resurrections. find it. we'll find it, you and i. "it." that blasphemous it that hangs eternally at the end of our tongues without commenceration. correction: commiseration. satiated. breathless. trust yourself for you have never been wrong about anything so love yourself you little shit. how inane. blase. subjugated beyond belief fuck off your ticky tackies. shake your knees a bit. be old: a child again. "i like that one, tell it again."